Actually, multivitamins only take you so far don't they? Do
Swisse guarantee Peace? Joy? Hope?
Thankfully we have an everlasting source of such things in our Lord Jesus. This is just one of the lessons we are slowly learning in our preparations to move our family from Milang, South Australia to Redding, California.
I guess we'd better back track and tell the whole story of how we came to this crazy decision. Not only to cover the facts but also to demonstrate the hand of God at work in our lives every step of the way so far. Its a bit of a long story so go make yourself a cuppa first.
About 3 years ago, Ben read a book called "When Heaven Invades Earth", by Bill Johnson, Pastor of Bethel Church in Redding, California.
The ideas, insight and revelation in this book challenged and awakened Ben to truths in the Word that he had never heard preached or considered himself. It resonated within his spirit and the fire was lit.
Stories from Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry were included in the book as real examples of the Word in action. Ordinary people living out a supernatural life everyday. Healings, deliverance and prophecy, to name a few, stirred a passion within Ben, a desire for more from his walk as a Christian, a desire to know his God at a new level of intimacy.
As a result of these stories, Ben 'googled' the school. He read everything he could and was struck with the realisation that he had never felt so passionate about anything before in his life. It was like he was reading his own heartbeat on the screen. He knew he had to get there but how? At that point we had two little kids and plans of having a third. We had no money, no assets and no support. Ben reluctantly put the thought of going down to a pipe dream.
Fast forward 2 years. In March 2010, Ben, myself and Ben's sister Ness went to Sydney and attended a conference with Bill Johnson as the main speaker. I was 32 weeks pregnant with our afore mentioned third child.
On the second day a prophetic word was given for the general congregation. Initially, Ben dismissed it. Too wishy washy, not for him...........but then all of a sudden the man giving the word was speaking of Ben's life from the pulpit. The word was about honouring 'man' and honouring the Lord. It was time for Ben to honour the Lord. It was time to leave the farm.
WHOA, hold up there. What? Where will we go? What will we do? What about the kids? We have nothing! It was an intense time. There were tears. In the midst of the heartbreak and confusion though, there was a sense of excitement, an air of 'what if?'. The dream of Bethel was re-born.
Later that day, Ben was speaking to a young lady who turned out to be a student at BSSM and was travelling with Bill as part of his ministry team. She added fuel to the re-kindled fire in Ben's heart with her own stories of life in Redding. She went on to prophecy over Ben, which is when God uses someone to speak His words to people. Ben had not mentioned anything concerning his journey at this point. She said she 'saw' a big jug which was filled with a liquid that was being stirred up. The sediment from the bottom was being stirred up again. It was representative of old dreams being stirred up in Ben, it was time for them to be realised.
She also said that if Ben was to take the first step, the Lord would show him the next one. Each step being taken in faith that the Lord would continue to lead.
These words brought peace to Ben, confirmation of what God was telling him. It was exciting!
Home again and telling Ben's parents that we were not going to be farming in the future was not a pleasant experience for anyone. First step done.
Second step was to apply for BSSM. Which Ben did. With no idea how we were going to get there finance wise. His application was successful.
Around that time, thanks to Ben's part in the farm business the funds became available for us to get to Redding.
So from the start of this year, we've been actively working towards getting to Redding. Trying to organise our massive move, three small kids in tow, has taken a lot of our time, energy and mind space. Now, with about 4 weeks to go, all the little details are starting to do our heads in, to be honest. We have lists of random thoughts everywhere. Things to do, things to take, people to call, stuff to get rid of. Crazy.
And so, we make it back (finally!) to the title of this post. Yes, we're tired. Yes, we're stressed but we know where God is calling us and we've seen His hand so evidently on the whole process already. We take these things and hide them in our hearts. The Prince of Peace is in control of our lives and we're willing and happy to follow Him where ever He leads. Even to the other side of the world. If He wants us there so much as to orchestrate this, we can only imagine what He has in store for us.